It's been a while..

I have been really low lately..I am on anti depression medicine now and I'm hoping it helps. This disease really takes a toll on all aspects of my life and the prendnisone doesn't help! My body is definitely put of whack! 

I've made some friends who have the same as me. One lives in Australia and we email each other every day and the other one lives in Italy. My friend in Australia sends me gifts and I really want to visit him next summer..I hope I'm ok by then. 

I took two classes in summer school at one of the junior colleges and I got an A and a B! I was super surprised and really proud of myself. I'm taking two classes this fall as well. It's a great distraction and helps me to not dwell on the negative of this disease which is very easy to do. My body still hurts and I'm still not that strong and I have my days where I can't get out of bed, but I am hoping to have more good days then bad soon. I know it's hard on my family especially when I'm upset. Right now the disease is controlling my life and I'm not sure how to be happy again. I'm hoping I find my way soon because I really hate being sad, but it's easier said then done and my body hurts emotionally and physical. It sucks..

I'm getting out and making plans so I'm keeping busy. And I'm obsessed with the movie Pitch Perfect right now and it helps me forget everything I'm going through so I watch it every other day!!